Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Anime Spirit

Cartoons from over seas on the cartoon network and copied onto DVD’s and VHS. The determination of the heroes or hero is not giving up and doing whatever it takes to defect a more powerful enemy. Every one can take that into there everyday lives especially the Autism range. The enemy for us is the outside world and interacting with it. The world is more powerful but we can find a way to interact with it. We can break away from what’s confinable and become independent; it’s up to us to find a way to do that. Life is all about completing one challenge after another. Make sure your confident enough to stay calm and deflect whatever life throws at you. If you want visit this web page www.Dragonballgt.com. Go to shows to see other Anime programs done by funimation. I’ve seen some of them but the Dragon ball series is my favorite. There are some things I don’t get about the show like talking animals that stand upright but the action makes up for it. Its okay, have Anime Spirit just don’t fight anyone. You don’t have powers, play the video games. Do I really have to go on with this?

Saturday, May 3, 2008

Delhi (The Beginning)

The era is the 90’s, the era where two major fears didn’t exist yet.

I had friends but only few in numbers and kids my own age at church. We didn’t get together at all. My friends would play guns outside and ride bikes. We would also play video games. I was introduced to Armor Core, a video game, Anime Dragon Ball Z and penny candy(Not chocolate coins but candy costing a penny) I was fooled but it ended up okay, the candy was good. During that time when I was in groups I would sneak off alone and the common think to be said where Nate? There was a time where I didn’t know I had this, only the bipolar systems. I would only talk about myself before learning to ask a question or two. Sometimes I wonder if not knowing would be better but how would I learn to communicate in top form. The trip to the place where I found out that I have High Functioning Autism and I thought I was there to deal with my deep depression I was having. After nine years the time has come to move, we said our farewells and Woodstock came are new home in 2000. In the school I did talk two people that could be friends but graduation killed that spark. I even joined a group for people like me. I went over to this girl’s house from the group but that ended. I had another kid from the group come over but that ended as well. I have been alone for a long time since around 2003 when school came to a close. I had my parents and family but come on. I meet this guy who is connected with the women who started the group and he was on hard for me to lose weight, buff up and practice my bamboo sword training. Mastering the sword training he had me in one of his videos he was making. Losing 20 pounds and getting stronger, it wasn’t easy and this guy lectured me the whole hour. The neat thing was he is on the range of High Functioning Autism. This information had to sink in a little bit. Another chapter has closed and now I am in Middletown, alone and still walking off alone but I’m trying to stick with it. I talked with great people, short but better then nothinge group but that ended. rateion killed that spark. for people like me. k